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NUR IFFAH .R
(19) Nineteen
RP student
Diploma in Technology Arts Management
Diva
Blissfully attached to Wan Drago

Basically, I am...
Unpredictable.
Sensitive.
Very fickle-minded.
Soft-hearted.
Friendly.
Impulsive.

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Monday, April 26, 2010 @ 4:47 PM


Currently, while waiting for bby I am finishing up my assignment that needs to be completed by this Thursday. Work was fine yesterday. For the first time at Diva I never take my break. Haha. Okay lah 11am to 6pm no need break. Not so hungry anyway.
Oh wells, after work on Sunday as usual, I head to bby's house. By the time I reach there, only the maid is at home. So I choose not to go in and waited outside. 30 minutes later he came back home with his family and somehow I started getting irritated at him. Well, shits happens for a little and I was then told by his mother to come into the house first since he got some things to settle. I did and after sometime, he came back and hand over 19 pieces of top up card that was meant for me. I feel so paisey lah okay.
At 8.30pm I watch teevee with his whole family and the show was damn hilarious. However, I can never think of anything more hilarious then looking at people dancing when they saw a little lizard around. Okay I shouldn't mention anything here. But that was the best part of the day. HAHAHA. You know, I know, other people don't know. Epic sia satu2. Hahaha! Cute or what?
Well, thank god your family is okay about you being with me. :D *two thumbs up*

***
Shit happens at the least expectancy.
When it happens you will reach to the extend of not knowing what to do.
Should you or should you not?
Oh god, save me.
I hate this feeling.

neefahbunc.

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Sunday, April 25, 2010 @ 12:29 AM

Well it has been quite sometime since I blog. Okay where do I start. Okay let's start from work then school work. Let me put this at its simplest form okay people.

Work
Started off to be very stressful and tiring. Ble mati..!
But now I think I'm getting used to it already.

School work
Year 2 = Assignments & Attachment.
Well, that's basically what is my impression towards my year 2 sem 1.
& yes, I got an attachment at MICA Building for Singapore Arts Festival..!
Weweeettt! I sukerrr! Hehe.
I can't wait! Hehe.

***

Busy eh? Boleh lah. No life jugak. Lucky no IG. If not worst!
Nevertheless, my bby is always with me most of the time & we never miss even a week to meet each other. :D Yay!! *clap both hands* Haha. Okay rubbish. Iffah go sleep now, tomorrow work again. Lol. Well goodnight readers. (:

P/S: Somehow I feel like talking broken english today. Okay bye. Hahaha.

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Monday, April 19, 2010 @ 3:59 PM

I love the new school timing for my STA modules.

Monday ends at 2.30pm,
Tuesday ends at 12pm,
Wednesday ends at 12pm,
Thursday ends at 2.30pm.
Friday ends at 4pm.

4 hours for class for 2 of the days..Haha best best! I sukerrr. Wee~ Now I can go work after school. (:


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Sunday, April 18, 2010 @ 11:00 PM

Let's not get this life all wasted alright people?
If you think you've got a life then good.
So...take good care of your life and do not do things that will make yourself like a fool.
Do things and mean it and do not regret in a later day alright?
Well as for me I'm very grateful of my life right now.
I love my one and only Iswan to bits and pieces. *hugs & kisses*
Everything should continue to go on just right. (:

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Thursday, April 15, 2010 @ 11:39 PM

First day of school.
Hmm one word, pressure.

New rules, new timing for class...
It will be a 4 hour block lesson which means no break time.
Yes maybe a 10 mins break which would obviously be used up to complete our PDT. -.-
But on a good note class ends at 2pm.
Which also means I can go to work early. Yay! Haha.

Well that was what happened today. Almost everyone didn't get their breakfast and by the 2nd period everyone started munching on bread so as to not faint by the 3rd meeting (presentation). Haha. Well, there was a lot to cover for first day of school for my 2nd year 1st sem. So unexpected right? Lucky today is not the start of the week or it'll just be Monday blues today.

Had Arts Management module today and my unexpected faci came to class. Yeah it's Zul Adnan, 'the little botak gay'. No? Well that's what he calls himself. Haha. Well, at least he realized it. And I can say that my team started out to be lost in what we need to do and present. However we manage to pull through or should I say, "We did pull through didn't we?" Oh wells. Dump that. & oh, the assignments that we were given to do every week... Sounds like I need to get myself cracking for this module aye? I hope it wouldn't be so tough for me. I think it's time to love Arts Management before I get laggy. Haha.

So since I ended early today and need to go for my interview, I waited for bby and we head to Somerset by 4pm. Thank you for the ride bby..I owe you ;) Now I'm employed and I'm glad I do. Hehe. First day this Saturday. Can't wait! Diva, here I come. Hehe.

Goodnight readers.

neefahbunc.

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Wednesday, April 14, 2010 @ 9:58 PM


14/4/2010 @ 9.45am

Ringgg..!
Me: *Answered the call* Hello?
Anonymous: Hi, Iffah?
Me: Yes?
Anonymous: Okay, I believe you have came down for Wingtai's interview right?
Me: *excited* Yes!
Anonymous: Okay, we have a post for u at Diva Ion Orchard. Are you interested?
Me: Oh yes! (:
Anonymous: Okay, when can you start work? (:

I was freaking excited lah. Like at last! I got a job now. Woohoo! (: Will start working this Saturday because I am not able to make it tomorrow since it's the first day of school. I really hope "banana don't fruit 2 times". Please lah no work like no life can? Well, as long as it is retail I'm fine with it. First job was F&B and it's not worth it I tell you. Second was retail but that was temporary then I went to selling of shoes...now, selling of accessories. Not bad aye? I hope I would love my new job. Now change of mood already... No more climbing to get boxes of shoes. Hehe.

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14/4/2010 @ 10.05am

Me: *Called bby*
Bby: Hello?
Me: Bie, I've got a job! Hehe.
Bby: At where?
Me: Diva, Ion Orchard :DDD

Yes, he would always be the first person I would inform if there is any updates. (: I'm glad he's happy with my new job. & I can't wait to start work! Teehee~ Thank you for accompanying me for both of my interviews at Wingtai. Now, you won't hear me whining about no job. Hehe. I love you! Weeeee~ :D

***

Back to square one.

Tomorrow is the start of Sem 1 in Year 2. Again, new classmates & new facilitators. Well I am glad school is starting because I am in no mood of having to stay at home or going out without money. So yeah, I can't wait to start everything all fresh. New job cums new workmates cums new classmates cums new faci...
BUT
one and only boyfriend.
& that, it will NEVER change! :D

P/S: 13/4/2010 : Date with bby to celebrate 3rd monthsary in advance.
14/4/2010 : Got a new job.
15/4/2010: Go to school & go to Wingtai after school with bby.

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@ 2:25 PM


Happy 3rd Monthsary bby. <333

Firstly I want to apologize for being so dumb and childish thus making too many downs for you.
You know making mistakes means learning from it and to change for the better.
& We know that we both have pulled through downs together
and like I always say, it always takes two hands to clap.
Nevertheless, I have always appreciate everything that you have done for me.

On a brighter note, I would like to thank you very much for being there when I need you most
and bare with my ever egoistic attitude which I have yet to suppress.
I will try to improve this young relationship that still needs time to grow.
I know school is starting tomorrow & I promise you I won't change because,
when I have a boyfriend, I am always serious with him.
So do put your negative thoughts aside alright baby?
As long as you still love me, I will appreciate you and cherish our every moments together. (:

Sidetrack, "I don't want banana fruit 2 times." Haha!
Okay irritating.

Now seriously, I sayang you okay?
Don't ever say goodbye if you don't mean it.
I love you.
& I am Drago's one and only bby.

neefahbunc.

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Monday, April 12, 2010 @ 9:10 PM

Would you be mad to wait for your boyfriend or girlfriend alone for an hour plus?
Well I would obviously be mad.
BUT somehow I can't get mad.
I can't get mad..is different from I don't want to get mad.
Imagine waiting for your boyfriend for one hour plus like pathetic shit.
Then when he came, he acted like nothing happened.
What was that suppose to mean? O.o?
I started asking him questions and tried to scold him but he made me laugh instead.
Okay lah maybe because I still got patience. Hmm.. (:

" Boy oh boy what have you done to me?
I can't simply be mad at you ysee?
Lucky you okay? *giggles* "

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Sunday, April 11, 2010 @ 10:13 PM

Let's talk about first impression.

We know first impression last.
That's the reason why I'm very particular about first impression people have about me.
Well at least I'm aware of the first impression that I receive from the people around me.
From little kids, to youngsters to the golden ages, they give me the same first impression.
Guess what? Appearance? Exactly. They will tend to say that I have chubby face.
Oh well that's obvious. But one thing that made me go.."REALLY?" was the comment on me
having, "chubby face but small body". Now I start to wonder.."Not proportionate aye?"
So what do I do? Because if I were to lose weight, it doesn't make much difference to my face.
But one thing I notice about myself is that my face tends to get chubbier FIRST every time I
gain weight then the tummy... Somebody give me a reason why this happens? Well I guess
maybe because my skull is already big enough plus my fat cheeks it makes me look wider.
Ahaha. Nevertheless I love the way I look can? Heh~

neefahbunc.

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@ 9:55 PM

Was on the phone with bby earlier. He was sad because he said I've been scolding him lately. Well I know I've been very moody nowadays but I don't know what's the main reason. Geez. I know I can trust him and I know he loves me very much. It may be because I love him too much already that's why I tend to think that maybe he would leave me one day. That was what I thought but deep inside my heart I know he won't leave me. Let's list some things that may cause me to be all unreasonably mad at him. Because I really want to get rid of those feelings that may fail this relationship.

1) Irritated by my family.
2) Thinks too much.
3) Thinks negatively.
4) Being selfish.

Fuck those things can? Pfft. I don't want to lose you because of these things.

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Friday, April 9, 2010 @ 11:25 AM
















Best giler can? Hehe~ Let's do it again one day. Next time I'm going to make sure no one is missed. (:

neefahbunc.

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Tuesday, April 6, 2010 @ 1:10 PM

"It's been every girl's dream to have a guy who would carve your name on the sand..
Who would sit with you by the beach and kissing you passionately saying I love you.
Well boy it's very unexpected of you and you are uber sweet. Geez. Heh~
Much of a dream when it happened and it feels like as if the world was spinning around you.
Boy oh boy..I can't say anything much. You are the best.
Even when I've seen your worst, I still love you. Very much." <3

neefahbunc.

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@ 9:50 AM

Hello readers. (:

I had a great great great time with both Dharma & bby yesterday.
Oh my lovely Dharma babes and dudes thank you for the last minute invite. Haha.

I was cordially invited to Dharma's bbq pit yesterday and since I can bring anyone along, so bby accompanied me. Heh~ Well initially, meet up with Dharma was suppose to be at 1pm at ECP and bbq starts at 4pm. Even if I got up early to get ready but I came after 5pm together with bby. It's because, bby is all tired from 5 nights straight of work. So I went to his crib and reached at 1pm. By the time I got there he is fast asleep. Told his maid to wake him up and I was told to come in. Asked him to wake up and wash up and then, we had our late breakfast together. Aww..so sweet of him to prepare for me 'brunch' (breakfast & lunch). Hehe. Afterwhich, we watched teevee or should I say me watching teevee alone while he snooze of to his lala world. Oh well, he hadn't had enough sleep. It was raining till 4.30pm so we can't go out yet. So he got up and got ready and we went off at 5pm when the rain had stopped. By then, I was all excited to meet my Dharma babes & dudes. :D

By the time I reach there, some were bbq-ing while the rest played by the beach. Ohmygee I miss the beach. The first thing bby & I did was to eat first since there are still plenty of food left even though everyone have eaten and is still full. Most of the food, it's cooked and baked by dharma and I can say ALL of it taste effing delicious lah. Dah boleh kahwin lah korg! Hahaha. (: We barbecued and played twister in the afternoon and we started singing by evening till night. Geez...I miss those singing sessions with ya'll. Even if we are dancers we have nice voices okayy? Haha. Bby mentioned, "Knp korg tak masok Anugerah ke knp dharma?" I thought, "Dharma is passion while singing is past-time ;) Got it?" Haha.

By 9pm plus, there are still plenty of food so we started packing up and some brought the unfinished food back home. By the end of the day, I'm glad to see that everyone had enjoyed the day including bby too. Thanks Dharma for being able to click well with my guy (: And to Ilah, I'm sure I'll be back with Dharma when I'm doing good in studies okay? <3

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Sunday, April 4, 2010 @ 3:17 PM

Hello love.


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@ 1:28 PM

“Over time, things change.

You observed...you wondered.
You asked questions that were left unanswered.

Nevertheless you knew it’s for the better.
And it’s you that knows it doesn’t matter.

Do you keep wondering like as if the sky is falling?
Or keep questioning and questioning like there’s no ending?

This wasn’t supposed to be it.
Or neither was it meant to be.

You know this is for real.
And life’s like this is remarkable.”

- neefahbunc.

Statement: This is an original piece made by myself. Well I wrote this randomly out of boredom. It has no particular meaning or intention to it. It can sound either positive or negative. I was just trying to make words that rhymes sound sensible. Well if you think that it means something to you then go ahead and use it (:

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