truths are painful
because
profile
NUR IFFAH .R
(19) Nineteen
RP student Diploma in Technology Arts Management Diva Blissfully attached to Wan Drago
Basically, I am...
Unpredictable.
Sensitive.
Very fickle-minded.
Soft-hearted.
Friendly.
Impulsive.
because
because
because
Wednesday, March 31, 2010 @ 8:27 PM
Hey..! Hey bby!
Thank you for today. Hee (:
I know i'm gonna miss you again since you gonna work for 5 nights straight.
I will remember you.
And thinking of you makes me giggle all alone.
Your never ending priceless expressions & random jokes. Haha.
That is so you! :D
Well, I'm sorry if shits happened tdy.
But then again, I still love you okay?
Very muchh <3
neefahbunc.
Thank you for today. Hee (:
I know i'm gonna miss you again since you gonna work for 5 nights straight.
I will remember you.
And thinking of you makes me giggle all alone.
Your never ending priceless expressions & random jokes. Haha.
That is so you! :D
Well, I'm sorry if shits happened tdy.
But then again, I still love you okay?
Very muchh <3
neefahbunc.
+ comment (0) | back to top?
Tuesday, March 30, 2010 @ 10:09 PM
As usual, I switched on my laptop and sign in to MSN. Since I don't read newspapers, I read news online. And I found one article that really makes me understand how both sexes work since young...
This is intersting, read this:
Communication
Who's harder? First boys, then girls
From birth, a girl baby tends to be more interested in looking at colors and textures, like those on the human face, while a boy baby is drawn more to movement, like a whirling mobile, says Dr. Sax. (These differences play out in the way kids draw: Girls tend to use a rainbow of hues to draw nouns, while boys lean toward blue, black, and silver for their more verblike pictures of vehicles crashing and wars.) In a nutshell, girls are rigged to be people-oriented, boys to be action-oriented. Because girls study faces so intently, they're better at reading nonverbal signals, such as expression and tone of voice. Boys not only learn to talk later than girls and use more limited vocabularies, they also have more trouble connecting feelings with words.
Got it? Hehe.
This is intersting, read this:
Communication
Who's harder? First boys, then girls
From birth, a girl baby tends to be more interested in looking at colors and textures, like those on the human face, while a boy baby is drawn more to movement, like a whirling mobile, says Dr. Sax. (These differences play out in the way kids draw: Girls tend to use a rainbow of hues to draw nouns, while boys lean toward blue, black, and silver for their more verblike pictures of vehicles crashing and wars.) In a nutshell, girls are rigged to be people-oriented, boys to be action-oriented. Because girls study faces so intently, they're better at reading nonverbal signals, such as expression and tone of voice. Boys not only learn to talk later than girls and use more limited vocabularies, they also have more trouble connecting feelings with words.
Got it? Hehe.
+ comment (0) | back to top?
Monday, March 29, 2010 @ 11:48 PM
Today was fun (: At least they weren't downs.
Woke up early in the morning today as I need to go to RP's ITHelpdesk.
Well, it has been sometime since I wanted to upgrade to Windows 7.
Thanks to my laptop which crashed yesterday night for 2 times in a row and make me go.."I really need to upgrade my laptop!"
So yeah, bby accompanied me for those 4-5 hours at RP since morning/afternoon till evening. So sweet of him eh. Sheesh~
Played card and word search while waiting.
Well boy, I know you are too good for the game '24' but I'm good at 'word search' okay?
Different people different strengths. Haha.
Surprisingly, while I'm at the IT Helpdesk, 3 familiar faces came into the Agora Hall.
Guess who? It was my dharma babes..Tasha (twintwin), Siti & Farah. OMG I miss them..!
They were having Momentum dance practices today so they sent their laptop to be upgraded.
Had quite a chat with them and we never stopped smiling and laughing over the stories they told me about their practices and stuffs.
Awww..I miss those times when w were all crazy and laughing at ourselves when we made mistakes during practices.
Awww..I miss those times when w were all crazy and laughing at ourselves when we made mistakes during practices.
I really want to come for Momentum. Bby please tag along? <3
I may not be able to join you girls but I still support your every performance okay?
Practice hard alright (:
Like they say, don't count the bruises it's all about your hardwork and passion.
P/S: Dharma babes are lovee.. <3
+ comment (0) | back to top?
@ 12:33 AM
-.jpg)
It was suppose to be a secret. ;)
Him: Bie, actually i got something to tell u
Me: Yeah what is it?
Him: Will u be shock if actually to find out i ni business man?
Me: Er? Not shock but tk percaye..y? Haha. U mrepek sia haha!
Him: Ok..i think it's time to tell u. Bt dont tell anyone okies?
Me: Haha i tk caye. Haha.
Him: Ok..see this n dont tell frens. http://www.dragosrestaurant.com/ Go see..dont tell anyone.
Me: Confirm mrepek. Tk ya tgk da tau.
Me: Haha. Restaurant u kt mane? Hilton Neew Orleans Riverside Poydras Street New Orleans, LA 70140 (504) 584-3911 FTW?
Hahahaa such a medicine eh u? Can simply make me smile so widely and laugh out loud.
Thank you for cracking me up tonight.
This happens when I know Iswan too much already. Every laughter in his every sentence... <3
Bie..bie...heehee~
+ comment (0) | back to top?
Friday, March 26, 2010 @ 10:03 PM
I don't need the sweetest guy on earth to tell me he loves me;
Because those would just be sweet talks.
I don't need the most gentlemen guy to open the door for me and clean my seat;
Because those are just temporary.
I don't need the strongest guy ever to make me feel safe and protected;
Because it would backfire anytime.
I don't need the most handsome or charming guy to make me love him;
Because appearance is not everything.
I don't need the richest guy to be my boyfriend;
Because money can't buy love.
I don't need the smartest or genius guy to make me awed;
Because if he is, I am just plain stupid to believe it.
I don't need the coolest guy to make me all proud about it;
Because it's part of arrogance.
Yours truly,
Labels: bby, you are just right for me. =)
+ comment (0) | back to top?
Wednesday, March 24, 2010 @ 8:36 PM
Thank you for being there when I need you most.
Only god knows how much I love you.
I'm still here because of you dear.
+ comment (0) | back to top?
Sunday, March 21, 2010 @ 7:19 PM
Thursday, 18 March
I went JB with family to my aunt's place as her daughter is getting engaged on Saturday. We packed our bags and head off at around 5pm. As soon as we reached there we unpack our stuffs. After which my aunty then head to shop for the needed ingredients with mum. The next day...
Friday, 19 March
I woke up early, cleaned the house, got our breakfast and started work. My cousins who lived there and myself helped out at the kitchen. From cutting the onions to washing the chicken and pulling out the feathers to making 'kuih lopez'. All the needed preparations that need to be done so Saturday won't be so busy. Car by car came into the my aunt's garage from Singapore and JB to help out in the preparations. By evening the house is half-full. Cousins slept over for one night as they knew it would be better to come one day beforehand.
Saturday, 20 March
The engagement day. Eventually we didn't only have one occasion there's 2 more occasion after that. I was told that my Uncle is getting married on the same day and we are going to celecrate my 3 year old cousin birthday. Perfect! (:
I was being awakened early in the morning at around 7am to clean up and get started. I can tell you there's countless people in the house and we are all blood related from cousins to aunties to uncles to niece and babies. While the aunties and uncles were busy in the kitchen myself, my sisters and cousins looked after the small kids. I can tell you your first impression would be, "It's like a childcare centre!" Haha. Noisy, naughty, irritating, good, supporting kids. That's how I would describe them to you. I shall upload the videos and pictures..ugly or pretty ones as soon as I get them. (: At 2pm things are nearly done so one by one gets on their best look for the long day. There's endless queue at the toilet to ironing the clothes. Hahaha. Lucky I got myself all ready first when I saw the toilet is available. (: At the moment my girls and I were done with make ups they took their DSLRs and started cam-whoring.
The engagement started at 2.30pm and my uncle's wedding came after it. It then ended one and a half hour later. After the guests left we started packing up from washing the plates to cleaning the living room and started to set up for my little cousin's birthday. It's her 3rd birthday party and we've set up games for the kampong kids and our little childcare kids. Not to forget the young adults too had their game of fun. The girls and I, got one room and locked ourself as we had plans for sabotaging. My sisters got a packet of flour and filled them into balloons while my cousins and I started blowing them. There's around 50 flour-filled balloons and we were all excited!
After cutting the cake, we ate some finger food and played a couple of games and lastly, we had our prize giving ceremony. The very moment everyone thought everything have ended, it actually haven't even started! *evil look and grins* My girls and I went into the room where our flour-filled balloons was, hold onto a few balloons in our hands and one piece of toothpick. We went to our targets and started chasing them around the house them bursting it from the top of their head. Mainly were the birthday girls elder sisters and our aunty and uncles. Not to worry, I have got really supporting uncles, aunties and parents. For the past years, they were the one who started out this tradition of sabotaging each other. And I love them. But then again bursting flour-filled balloons isn't the worst yet! HEHE! More wicked acts to come.
I have one uncle which is so called our king of sabotage and he's sabotages were the worst. He doesn't play with flour-filled balloons. He play with a packed of tomato sauce, a huge bottle of baby powder and eggs. This uncle of mine is the worst sabotage person you'll ever meet because he have actually finished a bottle of baby powder onto my 17 year old cousin for 2 straight minutes. After which, she complaint that she can't breathe during that period of time. And her face..? Don't mention it. All covered up white baby powder..hahaha! It's so funny to the max! Imagine the mess?! Oh my god the floor was so slippery due to the baby powder and sticky due to tomato sauce and eggs. I can tell you every single person in the house had white powdered hair and faces on them. The moment my sister whom was sleeping woke up while the sabotaging was happening, she thought, "Woah?! *looks left... looks right...* Everyone's so white!" LOL!
During the sabotaging period, we realized that the bridegroom ran away to the neighbour's house as she didn't want to get sabotaged. So we worked with her mother and her mother called the neighbour to ask her to come back as her cousins from Singapore is going back home. But it was just plain lie.She got back home but didn't went in because she knows she is going to get sabotaged. The moment my cousin and I came to her, she ran away she ran the whole kampong but I managed to get her because I was familiar with the shortest route that she might go to. The both of us dragged her home and everyone were waiting for her beauty arrival. Haha. With 2 raw eggs in my hand, I broke them at the bridegroom's hair in addition, she got baby powder, and 2 jug filled of tap water on her. And I guess that completed our sabotage.
Next, CLEAN UP TIME! Since everyone played along so all of us cleaned the mess together. Awww..hehe. So yeah, baby, if you were to be part of my family one day you will need to go through this every year alright? Hehe. I will upliad the pics as soon as possible alright. Thank you for reading (: Come by again for the pictures okay?
P/S: It was a busy and fun day but I miss Drago very much.
"My heart jumped for joy the moment I listen to your voice when I got home safe and sound. Hehs."
Labels: family gathering at JB
+ comment (0) | back to top?
Friday, March 19, 2010 @ 12:40 AM
Currently at JB.
& I keep thinking about you.
I miss you oh so badly :(
+ comment (0) | back to top?
Thursday, March 18, 2010 @ 10:26 PM
Taken frm erynne's blog (:
I am 5’4 or shorter.I have many scars.
I tan easily.
I wish my hair was a different colour.I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
I have a tattoo.
I am self-conscious about my appearance.
I have/I’ve had braces.
I wear glasses.
I’d get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free, scar-free.I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger.
I have more than 2 piercings.
I have piercings in places besides my ears.
I have freckles.
Family/Home Life:I’ve sworn at my parents.
I’ve been kicked out of the house.
I have a sibling less than one year old.
I want to have kids someday.
I have children.
I’ve lost a child.
Embarrassment:I’ve slipped out a “lol” in a spoken conversation.
Disney movies still make me cry.
I’ve snorted while laughing.
I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.
I’ve glued my hand to something.
I’ve laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
I’ve had my pants rip in public.
Health:
I was born with a disease/impairment.I’ve had stitches.
I’ve broken a bone.
I’ve had my tonsils removed.
I’ve sat in a doctor’s office with a friend.
I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.
I’ve had surgery.
I’ve had chicken pox.
Traveling:
I’ve driven over 200 miles in one day.
I’ve been to Canada.
I’ve been to Niagara Falls.
I’ve been to Japan.
I’ve Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
I’ve been to Spain.
I’ve been to Africa.
I’ve been to France.
Experiences:
I’ve been lost in my city.
I’ve seen a shooting star.
I’ve wished on a shooting star.
I’ve seen a meteor shower.
I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
I’ve been to a casino.
I’ve been skydiving.
I’ve gone skinny dipping.
I’ve played spin the bottle.
I’ve crashed a car.
I’ve been skiing.I’ve been in a play.I’ve met someone in person from the internet.
I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.
I’ve seen the Northern Lights.
I’ve sat on a roof top at night.
I’ve played chicken.
I’ve played a prank on someone.
I’ve ridden in a taxi.
I’ve seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
I’ve eaten Sushi.
I’ve been snowboarding.
Relationships:
I’m single.
I’m in a relationship.
I’m available.
I’m engaged.
I’m married.
I’ve gone on a blind date.
I’ve been the dumpee more than the dumper.
I miss someone right now.
I have a fear of abandonment.
I’ve been divorced.
I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back.I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
I’ve kept something from a past relationship.
Sexuality:
I’ve had a crush on someone of the same gender.
I’ve kissed a member of the same gender.I’ve had sex with more than one person at the same time.
I am a cuddler.
I’ve been kissed in the rain.I’ve had sex outdoors.I’ve hugged a stranger.
I have kissed a stranger.
I have had sex with a stranger.
Honesty/Crime:
I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t.
I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
I have lied to my parents about where I am.
I am keeping a secret from the world.
I’ve cheated while playing a game.
I’ve cheated on a test.I’ve run a red light.
I’ve been suspended from school.
I’ve witnessed a crime.
I’ve been in a fist fight.
I’ve been arrested.
I’ve shoplifted.
Drugs/Alcohol:
I’ve consumed alcohol.
I’ve smoked a cigarette.
I(‘ve) smoke(d) pot.
I regularly drink.
I’ve taken painkillers when I didn’t need them.
I’ve done hard drugs.
I’ve been addicted to an illegal drug.
Labels: when im all bored.
+ comment (0) | back to top?
Sunday, March 14, 2010 @ 8:15 PM
“I love u more than you love me...
You hate me more than I hate u...
Because u can’t love as much as how I love u... “ - Drago
Really? Hmm... J
+ comment (0) | back to top?
@ 5:39 PM
[Double click to image to view]
It took me hours to get this done within one day.
I hope you like it. (:
Labels: ღ best wishes to you and me.ღ
+ comment (0) | back to top?
Friday, March 12, 2010 @ 11:42 PM
ღ Just you. ღ
Currently, I am looking for a new job. Because I need a higher paying part-time job.
Do tell me if there's vacancy alright people?
Now I am looking forward to my 2 walk-in interviews. Hope I'll make it.
A conversation we had earlier today..
Him: Bie, if I get another job then I would support the both of us.
Me: Hmm, but I need a better job real bad to support my family.
Bby, it was so thoughtful of you to support me as well. I know you love me right? & I'm glad you do. (: But my main motive of working is to support my family and partly myself. Thank you for being such a sweetheart. I love you. Hehs.
Bby, if you were to notice, time flies so fast and it's nearing 2 months already. We never fail to meet each other every week since the day we got together and I'm happy with you. Really really. Like you said the other day, I think we've been all over Singapore already. Cool aye? Thanks to you who never fail to ask me out when you had plans. ;)
This coming week would be spent with family over at JB for 3 days 2 nights. There's a wedding occasion so we thought of helping out a coupla days before so yeah. Nevertheless, I will still meet Drago on Monday & Wednesday since the both of us will need to attend an interview.
Take care! (:
Labels: a post just for you. ღ
+ comment (0) | back to top?
Wednesday, March 10, 2010 @ 3:04 AM
“Sorry I failed being a good girlfriend to you.”
“Sorry I let it all out.”
“Sorry I made you hate me.”
“Sorry I missed out proving to you that I love you.”
“Sorry I didn’t make you feel appreciated. “
You have seen my worst and I am going to make things better for the sake of my love towards you.
Never in my life have I shed countless tears for a guy I love so much.
I know love means nothing when you used it often.
I know saying is not enough for it to happen.
It’s just so immature to abuse the word love.
But how can I show you?
I am not perfect. I am never perfect.
I have tried my very best to be a good girlfriend to you.
And you’ve been through my worst too.
Saying sorry also does not heal.
Now let me prove it to you that I really love you
I will sacrifice how much I love you okay?
I will.
Because I believe only this sacrifice will make you remember how much I love you.
+ comment (0) | back to top?
Saturday, March 6, 2010 @ 11:35 PM
LOVE
“Someone asked me what is love
is it good, is it bad
Is it awesome? Is it terrible?
I honestly didn't know how to answer them.
I finally decided that love is the most complicated of all emotions”
Love is kind
love is harsh
love is wonderful
love is terrible
love is a cure
love is a sickness
love is LOVE
love is hate
love is meaningful
love is pointless
love shows the best in people
love shows the worse in people
love makes us speak truth
love makes us lie
love understands everything
love confuses everyone
love builds your life
love tears your heart down
love makes you smile
love makes you cry
love makes us cuddle
love makes us hit
love makes the world go round
love makes the world go crashing down
love makes things simple
love makes things impossible
love is always worth it
love is never worth it
love makes us smarter
love makes us stupid
love is enlightening!
love is BLIND
love encourages
love scares
love is peaceful
love creates fights
love is soothing
love is tough
...and above all
Love is always worth it
because you become a better person
everytime you love someone
from the simplest careing for a friend
to the deepest desire to love someone til the world ends
from the unconditional love of a child
to the complicated love of the gods
there is...no meaning to love
love means...everything
No matter how much it hurts you, or makes you cry
tires your spirt, and splits your soul.
Love is always worth it...because what doesn't kill you
it makes you stronger
And however long it takes
you will be, a better person because you lived, through love.
You weren't afraid to make mistakes, choices and try again.
And...above all, love someone no matter what people think.
You would die for that person...but you would also live for them.
That...is the true meaning of love...
+ comment (0) | back to top?
Friday, March 5, 2010 @ 10:06 PM
DOUBLE CLICK THE PICTURES IF IT'S TOO SMALL TO VIEW (:
^ The committee for AY10/11
^ feat. Kak Ain & Izzah
^ feat. Oza & Zie
^ feat. Tasha & Fida
^ feat Ilah & Oza
^ feat. Tasha Twintwin (:
^ feat. Khai & Wan
^ feat. Wan & Tasha
^ eyelashes on puh-lease ?
^ feat. satan & demon (left)
^ feat. Arynn & Ilah
^ feat. Nadia & Irah
^ feat. Ilah (during dance practice)
^camwhore sessions before performance
^ bestest company to be with
^ missing those make up sessions
^ when everyone is busy preparing themselves
^ pretty babes looking great for the show
^ i love them to bits and pieces
^ camwhoring is necessary before performances right ? ^^
^ BOG performance
^ when the journey starts out as "Semut Merah" & "Semut Hitam" <3<3<3
^ Ramadhan on Wheels
^ MUSE cum Angels & Demons
+ comment (0) | back to top?
@ 7:42 PM
"Is It You?" - Cassie
I'm looking for a lover not a friend
Somebody who can be there when I need someone to talk to
I'm looking for someone who won't pretend
Somebody not afraid to say
The way they feel about you
And I'm looking for someone who understands
How I feel
Someone who can keep it real
And who knows the way
The way I like to have it my way
And I'm looking for someone who takes me there
Wants to share
Shows he cares
Thinkin' you're the one that I've been waiting for
[chorus: 2x]
Is it you? Is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?
I'm looking for someone to share my pain
Someone who I can run to
Who will stay with me when it rains
Someone who I can cry with through the night
Someone who I can trust whose heart is right
And I'm looking for someone
And I'm looking for someone who understands
How I feel
Someone who can keep it real
And who knows the way
The way I like to have it my way
And I'm looking for someone who takes me there
Wants to share
Shows he cares
Thinking you're the one that I've been waiting for
[chorus 2x]
Take for granted how much I care (how much I care)
Appreciates that I'm there
Someone who listens
And someone I can call who isn't afraid of love to share
[chorus 2x]
I'm looking for a lover not a friend
Somebody who can be there when I need someone to talk to
I'm looking for someone who won't pretend
Somebody not afraid to say
The way they feel about you
And I'm looking for someone who understands
How I feel
Someone who can keep it real
And who knows the way
The way I like to have it my way
And I'm looking for someone who takes me there
Wants to share
Shows he cares
Thinkin' you're the one that I've been waiting for
[chorus: 2x]
Is it you? Is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?
I'm looking for someone to share my pain
Someone who I can run to
Who will stay with me when it rains
Someone who I can cry with through the night
Someone who I can trust whose heart is right
And I'm looking for someone
And I'm looking for someone who understands
How I feel
Someone who can keep it real
And who knows the way
The way I like to have it my way
And I'm looking for someone who takes me there
Wants to share
Shows he cares
Thinking you're the one that I've been waiting for
[chorus 2x]
Take for granted how much I care (how much I care)
Appreciates that I'm there
Someone who listens
And someone I can call who isn't afraid of love to share
[chorus 2x]
+ comment (0) | back to top?
Tuesday, March 2, 2010 @ 10:12 PM
I'm in love with this.
It was specially dedicated to me by Mr Iswan.
Alive by Black Eyed Peas:
Here's a couple of lyrics from the song...
I got so much love
For you darlin' and I,
I wanna let you know how I feel
And it's true that I love you
And it's true your the only one and I do,
I adore you
And it's true girl
You make me feel alive I've I've I've [x4]
For you darlin' and I,
I wanna let you know how I feel
And it's true that I love you
And it's true your the only one and I do,
I adore you
And it's true girl
You make me feel alive I've I've I've [x4]
+ comment (0) | back to top?
@ 10:04 PM
Hello readers (:
Well I'm back writing about my daily holiday life.
I was a home the whole day today and it's kind of boring.
So I went on youtube and watch some gag films.
And I want to share with you this very annoying orange film.
Very hilarious. If you are down and need something to cheer you up, watch this:
There's a couple more episodes for you to catch too.
I hope you like it..
Because I do. (:
Take care peeps.
***
Holidays are kind of boring sometimes especially when you don't have money to spent on the things you like and all you do is work most of the time.
Thanks to bby, he never fail to kill my boredom all the time.
+ comment (0) | back to top?
@ 2:24 PM
My favourite chocolate...
chocolate blanco con avellanas enteras y arroz crujiente
- RITTER SPORT
+ comment (0) | back to top?
it is real.