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NUR IFFAH .R
(19) Nineteen
RP student Diploma in Technology Arts Management Diva Blissfully attached to Wan Drago
Basically, I am...
Unpredictable.
Sensitive.
Very fickle-minded.
Soft-hearted.
Friendly.
Impulsive.
because
because
because
Thursday, February 25, 2010 @ 1:40 PM
“Thanks for being part of my life. I hearts you lots. No words can describe how happy and joyful I am being with you all these while. You are a prisoner in my heart dear. And there is no way to unlock it forever as there is no key was created. Muah.”
Yours Truly,
Wan Drago
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Monday, February 22, 2010 @ 7:29 PM
You are like a candy jar full or sweetness and sourness.
Sometimes u tickle me pink,
whenever my heart sink.
&
Make me high,
whenever I sigh.
You are my adrenaline rush.
Yours truly,
♥ bby bunc.
Labels: still loving u like eighteen.
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Wednesday, February 17, 2010 @ 1:25 PM
From Left: feat. Drago (the leader), Kamil (the follower), Petir (the rider) & Yan (Mr act cool)Those are just random not for real. It started off when bby started calling himself 'Po'. Then I thought, "How about naming his friends one?" There you go. Haha...joking only ar.
It's bby evolving from, Metal head to Braga to Drago to Iswan to Po. How cute...Haha (:
Bby, being random, he told me to go and watch this link.
Bby: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rWD_JR09xxg
Bby: U, go to watch this pls pls?
Me: Hmm okay.
*moments later*
Me: HAHAHAHAH!
Bby: Yg 'Po' tu i.
Me: A'ah seh mcm u..SAME! Hahaha.
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@ 12:40 AM
Tuesday : 17 Feb 2010
I was working today. Work is fine...and very relaxing because the manager is not around. Helped clean the store and serve a couple of customer. It wasn't so busy so i filled my time playing game, MSN-ing with bby and called him up during lunch time. Ended my work at 8am and head off to meet bby at AMK. He bought me contact lens solution. How sweet of him! Hee~ because mine's all used up and almost all shops that I went to were closed. Tsk. Thank god he was there to get them for me. [Thank you bby.]
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After which, we head off to Yishun dam to chill and spent time even if it's not for long. [Bby, I miss you soo much!] The moment we sit & chill, I've realized that you are such a sweetheart. OMG. That place is so sweet. Like OMG. I love nature and yes last night was beautiful and memorable. I am glad we met after work. Buzzed off at 10.45pm since he's going off to get his free full tank petrol his friend offered him. I told him to drop me at Yishun MRT station as I don't want him to waste his time and I know that I'll be fine. Hope to meet him again this week when the both of us is not working. [Maybe on Thursday? (:]
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That's all for now. I am working again tomorrow. & I think I am going to rot at work. 10.30am-9pm. Zzzz.. Goodnight readers. (:
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Monday, February 15, 2010 @ 8:57 PM
A convo of our usual talks on the phone when we fail to meet each other.
I started crapping with him and he entertained my craps.
Me: Okay what...?
Bby: Let's talk about me...you...& our wedding.
Me: Wat the ??? *laughing away*
Bby: Mas kahwin u, due ribu... hantaran due ratus... hadiah I kasi u,
cincin lollipop... hadiah u kasi I, satu botol T2.
Me: *laughing her ass off & thinking... T2??? T2 minyak untuk motor u!* HAHA!
God, he's so full of craps and I find them cute. Thank you for bringing him into my life because I won't ever stop smiling and laughing away whenever I'm with him.
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@ 12:31 PM
UPDATES (:
Year 1 is over now. Daily grades seemed fine but UT grades are way off. Damn. I got the feeling that I will need to retake Entrepreneurship module. Ugh. Nevertheless, I am excited to take the 5 art-related module in year 2... like AT LAST! I bet it's gonna be a busy year for me this year. No more playing around Iffah. Now it's holiday and I have to spent my every moment doing things I need to do and chose to do rather than things I don't want to do and is forced to do. Schedule's for work is in and I am going to work hard for it. Like they say, no pain no gain.
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14 Feb 2010. Familiar? Yes it's Valentines Day & also Chinese New Year this year. As for, me it's not any ordinary day. This particular day marks the very most memorable day for me to remember from now on. To my dearest Iswan, Happy ONE monthsary of knowing each other. Thanks for spending the time with me on the 14th. I love you very much and I am looking forward to the coming months dear (:
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A note for dearest:
"I don't need you to be a gentleman to win my heart. You will just need to be yourself and do things from the bottom of your heart. I will try to understand you and I hope you try your best too. In love, shits do happen but please allow conversations to flow. While you talk I will listen and when I talk I hope you listen too. That'll work out okay bby? We've been through rough times but please remember if you are at fault, I am too. So lets not blame each other because I know it won't be for long. We shall allow time sets the best out of us and grow together and learn from mistakes.
I LOVE YOU to bits and pieces Iswan... <3"
Get well soon baby.
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Saturday, February 13, 2010 @ 1:06 AM
it hurts so much to hear those vulgarities coming out of your mouth.
it hurts so much when you have to scream out loud on the phone while you can choose to ask me why things happen.
you throw me too much questions and didn't give me a chance to answer.
it hurts damn much. don't you know?
it was my fault. yes my fucking fault.
i deserve it yes i do. & what do you care right?
anger controls you too much.
you should have known that anger doesn't solve the problem.
shits happens but please don't settle it in this manner.
i love you iswan.
i love you too much.
it won't happen again.
please forgive me.
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Thursday, February 11, 2010 @ 10:29 PM
Mask of life
It's been my job now and I won't feel good until I satisfy what my parents need. I feel that I really need to buck up on my studies too. I will need to back off from whatever passion I have. It hurts indeed. But I want to change this for the better. Maybe now is not the time to go for passion. Some things or some people just need me more. I've thought through things and I am sticking to this decision. Please don't ask anymore.
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Tuesday, February 9, 2010 @ 11:37 PM
I MISS YOU THE VERY MOMENT YOU LEAVE ME
AFTER SENDING ME HOME EVERYDAY.
"I've never had enough of you. (: "
A dinner conversation we had...
Bby : You, should I quit school?
Me : NO...Why?
Bby : I macam nak nikah ngn u bsk uh. *serious look*
Me: Huh? Jangan merepak lah. *wide smile* (:
I was speechless.
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Saturday, February 6, 2010 @ 6:40 PM
Labels: I am thinking about you.
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Monday, February 1, 2010 @ 10:40 AM
These pictures, was taken yesterday.
This is what happen on unplanned Sundays.
My Sundays have been the most memorable day of the week now. ♥
Met bby at 3pm around his area.
From there we head to Tong Seng to get our late lunch.
It's been such a long time since I went Bugis and get a life.
All these while I've been busy with either work or school stuffs.
Got my pay & I went shopping with bby.
Got 2 dresses and shorts for just $22.
Damn gorgeous. I love it very much.
Initially I thought of buying a $15 vintage dress but I think it's not worth it.
I did tried to bargain but it's not possible.
It's so cool to bargain. Haha. Cheap thrills (:
After shopping we chilled outside BK and bumped into my elder sister.
Damn! Haha. Introduced her to dearest boyfriend. & yeah NOW she knows!
Well she's okay with it though. (: ^^
After which, bby & I proceeded to Pasir Ris chalet since we got no plans.
Met his work friend and we knocked off at 10.30pm.
I know it's kinda late but I just don't want my Sunday to pass like that.
So we head to "pasar malam" at Woodlands MRT to get the vadaii that I've been craving for.
Hehe~ I like. There goes my long day.
From his place to Bugis to Pasir Ris & Woodlands.
Thank you for the day & I know you love me boy. Hehe (:
This is what happen on unplanned Sundays.
My Sundays have been the most memorable day of the week now. ♥
Met bby at 3pm around his area.
From there we head to Tong Seng to get our late lunch.
It's been such a long time since I went Bugis and get a life.
All these while I've been busy with either work or school stuffs.
Got my pay & I went shopping with bby.
Got 2 dresses and shorts for just $22.
Damn gorgeous. I love it very much.
Initially I thought of buying a $15 vintage dress but I think it's not worth it.
I did tried to bargain but it's not possible.
It's so cool to bargain. Haha. Cheap thrills (:
After shopping we chilled outside BK and bumped into my elder sister.
Damn! Haha. Introduced her to dearest boyfriend. & yeah NOW she knows!
Well she's okay with it though. (: ^^
After which, bby & I proceeded to Pasir Ris chalet since we got no plans.
Met his work friend and we knocked off at 10.30pm.
I know it's kinda late but I just don't want my Sunday to pass like that.
So we head to "pasar malam" at Woodlands MRT to get the vadaii that I've been craving for.
Hehe~ I like. There goes my long day.
From his place to Bugis to Pasir Ris & Woodlands.
Thank you for the day & I know you love me boy. Hehe (:
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it is real.